Scribble in procession

Closure

2007-01-31T03:28:00.000-08:00

this will be my last post.....
or maybe my second last post coz i gonna change my blog's url soon since this been death so long,

so i thought maybe i change a new one and maybe i have this motivation to blog more???!?!?!

Erm.. ok!! maybe its an upperstatement which i still trying my best to catch up...

SSSSsssso..

wait for me to post more on my upcoming new blog ya~~~

( oMg!!!! i miss blogging la~ but internet still down, this da only place where i crap and still ppz reading it.. hahaha )

tata~~~

2006-10-21T05:32:00.000-07:00

I'm so grounded till my finals is over!!!!!!
HELP!!!!!

MY First accident

2006-10-18T05:49:00.000-07:00

Yup, you read it right...

I got my first accident today near the giant hypermarket when i was about to reach the crossing of the bridge.

So, normal as it is, when i was staying late for my MAR assignment as meeting was everyday!!

And, i promise Ms. Citcit that i accompany her to her car as it was quite late and she felt insecure walking alone. So, unaware of time approaching 5. I was having tea break with her and after that she fetch me to my BABY so we could drive back together-gether.

It wa kinda fun as we were always looking out for each other OTR and letting each other cutting our path. And she was always in front of me when......

I was at the back with so many cut crossing car conjuring between us. So, she was way ahead of me when suddenly, a kancil break suddenly and me pressing the break with all my might, manage to break in time.......

But, when i start feeling relieve.....

BANG!!!!!!!!!!!

A FUCKER behind me bang right into my BABY's behind bumper with a slight jerk towards the front....

I panic, i was blank and fright to death unable to think rasionally till i got bullied when that indian FUCKER even dare to point a middle finger toward me.....

Indicating that i was in the wrong....

WTF LA~

I haven't got angry and he started showing his temper...

Shit him la!!!!!!!

So, i quickly put a left sign indicating we should TALK..

And, that serious BLOODY IDIOT MAHAI....

he just drove off lidat, without turning back looking or anything....

And, now, my bumper was dented abit according to my mum....

as the surface wasnt even and smooth like brand new.....

So much for wishing not involving in a car accident on my first month driving...

I always knew i always conjure this kinda incident which is entirely NOT MY FAULT!!!!!!!

So,

IF anyone found THAT MAHAI!!!!!!

HE DROVE A BLUE(metallic) Wira with *125 ( i don remember the no. plate)

PLS!!!!!!!!!!!

HUNT HIM DOWN OR JUST LODGE A REPORT!!!!!!!!!!

i'll be highly grateful

P.S. I got phobia so Ms.Citcit gonna drive me 2mr, need to recuperate 1st...

Another encounter

2006-10-06T08:43:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the recent mood of not updating and story telling as assignments have started pouring in and i just left one last one which is MAR report which is due 20th oct. So, on thursday i think, i was driving to Atria where my retailer was situated and was going to have an interview wif the owner since due date is freaking near.

So, when i was driving peacefully and SKILLFULLY near kl station, i wanted to cut into another lane since the bridge crossing was jam and i was smart enough to put signal into the left lane way before the jam starts.After few min of hesitation as cars were zooming around, i manage to cut into the left lane and thinking i was successfully in THAT lane........

WHEN SUDDENLY!!!!!!!!!

A stupid asshole one of a kind taxi driver just cut into my lane when half of my body car was in that LANE!!!!! and freaking god did i panic!!!!!!!

I just sway my car into the previous lane without thinking....

WITH A BIG SHOUT OF F**K word just splutter out of my mouth..

and, i nearly tear as i was so shocked i was unable to think anything else.

I mean, its reflexes....

I couldn't do anything wat!!!

So, as i was saying, the taxi driver just kept driving without looking at me with remorse or guilt and start speeding up when he was on MY LANE...

Stupid chicken bugger!!!

Later only i found out from pengu( must have a shock of her life untill feather's start dropping) that the lane that the driver was on had a seriously slow driver infront of him and he just cut into my lane without much thinking..

I mean, What's with taxi driver and their recklessness?!?!?

how can they be damm irresponsible and just drive lidat without having any second thought of whether he will endure any accident or have a hit-and-run kinda thing which is not surprising..

i mean, i will be seriously GLAD that he would involve in some fatal injury since he was driving damm fast and cutting without signalling. NOT a cue!!!!!!

But, thinking back, how bout his family? his frens? his parents?

If i were thinking bout his safety. Why cant he think bout mine?

So, to all girl drivers, pls be freaking aware of taxi drivers since they don't appreciate life...

and motobikers think they own the road!!!!!!!

i blog more next time since connection for blogger fail.***

alot of happening and so little time, i tell ya next time.....
sneak preview:
1. a pengu-ish act
2. laundry and vivo outing
3. devil wears prada reviews
4. love doesn't exist in my dictionary
5. saloon hunk (damm cute and its MY TYPE)

Don't bump your adrealine high and pls wait....

Tata~

I NEED SHOPPING

2006-09-23T08:34:00.000-07:00

Went out today as usual to my fav mall and i din shop at all.NOT AT ALL~

usually i'll buy at least a pair of earrings or bracelet but nothing~

My sis got herself a new adidas tho~ my dad offer to buy me one but i rejected.

O.o

Miracle's does happen..

So, anybody wanna company me to 1u next week...

I saw this really really adorable bracelet which is similiar like Monkaye's watch and it's too cute to resist and i saw ZARA was having clearance sales but my dad forbid me to even step into the shop. Sob>>>

So,from the mall until i came back i still cannot get my heads off that cute bracelet and many many future tops i MAY have in the future..

hehehe~

Horrible weekend

2006-09-20T07:33:00.000-07:00

So, It's a week anniversary of me driving and not a scratch!!!! *proud*

But, recent driving alone and worrying nonsensely made me more agitated and annoyed whenever some driver cutting me without signalling or go so close to me where i got so freaked out that my first reaction was that i straight away swing the streeling and it cut to another lane. And to my horror!!!!

The car on that lane nearly BANG ME!!!!!!!!

Jesus!!!

I was so mad i wanted to point that f* finger to that driver who cut me but after glaring at him a mo. he was so fierce seeing me glaring him that he gave me that deathly look which suddenly gave me the shuddered. I could still remember that his whole body was covered with encrafted tatoo(i think fake) and his nose pierced!! He drove a dark blue saga and i honestly didn't catch his no. plate and IF I DID, i swear i'm so gonna track down his car and scratch it front bumper and korek out his front light!!!!!!

So, you better not mess a female driver!!!! especially when she's alone!!!!

My mum was right!! i should find some company if so i got attack, she will endure it wif me and also face the dangerous consequences!!! hehe.*i'm evil*

Another, i was always swearing and foul language kept spilling out accompanied by my saliva*blush* and i swear i don't and honestly didn't swear before!!!( or maybe not so frequently)

Geez, i got my mum's syndrom now!!!!! You could at least hear 5, i mean 5 TIMES of assholes she always blurted out whenever she was driving and TO HER DEFENSE, she was NEVER involved in any car accident for the pass years i was her passenger!!! i mean, honestly!!!! have you hear reckless driver not swearing?? i thought only the patient and reliable ones don't fouled!!

Now i know the meaning of DRIVERS ALWAYS REVEALED THEIR TRUE COLOUR OTR!!!!!!!!

so true!!!!

The upside of it, though.....

was that i get to transport myself and my never ending and thick as hell texts to coll without a hassle and able to go shopping whenever i need retail therapy!!!!

I guess that kept me motivated and i strongly think it was the latter that help!! hehe***

Oh ya!!!!

I was parking at cabanna role there and it was the easiest space there is and when i wanted to come out after tutorial, i got stuck and took nearly 15min to get out of the larger-than-life space!!!

damm fail!! haihxx.

Disastious and painful

2006-09-15T01:10:00.000-07:00

My accounting result came out today....

And i got worst than last time..

Maybe i'm just stupid..

I miss shopping

2006-09-11T08:55:00.000-07:00

Since mid term break is officially started...

I wanted to shop so badly that i almost blow my savings(which i din coz i forgotten to bring!!! )

So, today i went into so many shops and partically everything i saw or i wanted ages ago are there!!!!!

It's like you're fated of not having the ability and $$$$ when you wanted that item so desperately but onces you uploaded your wallet and TADAA!!!!

nothing you saw is even YOUR TASTE!!!!

That why i was since doomed shopaholic and still have limited clothings to wear coz of my pickiness.

It's like you need to slowly browse and everytime hitting the jackpot just trying to buy something you like so much...

GAWd. I'm still sulking over my sensibility of not getting that SUPER ADORABLE KIMONO TOP and freaking alot of EARRINGS i saw which was just so beautiful can die!!!!!!! i'll just sign a credit doc wif mokaye and pay her in installment.

That's how desperate i am when i window shop and not buy anything...

Plus i was so regretting of spending so much on entertainment that i didn't keep any remaining for my long awaited retail therapy...

But fret not, i'll get alot of chances since i started driving and promoters and salesgirls would partically see me everyday!!!!

:O

-tata-

happy hormons for a week

2006-09-10T07:12:00.000-07:00

I'm so free and it felt so good to have hols for a week since the course has been dreadful and i cant stop thinking bout marketing and its theories. Now that it's over, i gonna kiss SAYONARA TO MARKETING for a week that is. =((( i'm so going to start using it wisely and efficiently.

First, i'll get into a shopping spree after ages of window shopping since i've been saving for the bag i been longing for( not enuff tho and mum don wanna sponsor!!) and maybe get a tattoo(temporary spray one of coz) at my ankle which ressemble something like sienna miller kinda thing.

After that, i'll go full swing on getting some exercise since that exercising cds been collecting dusts for TOooo long and get sufficient sleep since i've been lacking and it look like i got punched whenever i go into the sunlight.(i'll snap and get super moody if anyone shout or speak loudly)

Last of all, maybe i start doing my assignments and get my homework gone for onces since i have been doing there and here abit and not fully finished and maybe i read those dan brown books that's been laying on the side of my bed for god knows when and accumulated mag that i bought and haven't touch it since.....

Gee, one weeks worth of hols being well planned and hopefully i'll stick to it...as if.. rofl...

RECAPS OF PAST WEEKS
(i) i started driving
(ii) my little sis lost her phone again.Twice in a roll.
(iii) i pump my first petrol and i looked like a total embarassment. =((
(iv) i got a crush ( i guess it's a huge one,name is disclosed for confidential purposess)
(v) i gained wieght (1kg to be persise)
(vi) i started liking and appreciate the little things my family did for me.
(vii) i wore lens and not having a sore eye FOR ONCES.

I guess that all...
i'll update real soon...

celebration of my BIG day

2006-09-09T03:59:00.000-07:00

When you were younger, you can't wait for another year to pass by with big celebration thrown by your parents which signified you being one year older.So, you get all proud and thinking you are wiser day by day.But, after time flies and birthday pass each and every year, it started telling you that you gonna be responsible and taking charge of your own life with no one helps but yours.

You get so cought up in chasing what you believe in that you didn't really stop and think....

Is that what you really desire?

What if THAT thing i'm chasing is not on my own wishes but my parents?

And thus, reality striked...

You don't feel like growing anymore.You prefer holding back and stayed in your comfort zone where things are all sweet and innocent where stuffed toys and cutey decorations cover your room. You don't have to be burden with taking control of your own life and thinking whether this path you're taking is even your own choice?

and neitherless,

You get a big smack on the face telling that YOU'RE GROWING OLD and youth is slipping through your finger tips...

BUT,

I still got a really great celebration from close-ones where great company=laughter filled fun!!

Although few people came but 4's a crowd!!!!

Me,Mr&Mrs. LohMe and jane!! goD!! i look so fugly here..Penny and meUs gurlsAnd last but no least, a group photo!!!

ISSSSHHHH!!!! wanted to load my beautiful cake but another blogger's faults...

I'll load next time when blogger having a better mood this time.hehe..

till then,Thanks everyone for the wishing and gifts(and pengu's baskin too)!!!!!

I HEART all of you!!!!!

=)))))

Super long ago post

2006-09-08T06:16:00.000-07:00

I wanted to post in in ages but got lots of obstacles and exams to prepare.So if you see me blog, all will know i'm NOW FREE AS A BIRD!!! well, only for a week tho. Better than nothing right?!?! lolxx.So my dad came back before my mums b'day to celebrate and wanting to have a 2 and 2 moments since they haven't been dating in ages. Plus my dad have not celebrate wif my mum in few years so he thought this was a great time to patch things up.

Now that my dad's in outstation, i really miss him tho i got used to it as he's been working there for 10++ on off.

So on my mum's big day, i came back especially early to get prepared and ready for our outing to celebrate. At first, we wanted to have dinner in sushi king(lolxx) or king crab(ahahaha, my sis's idea) but after a 1/2 hour discussion of going some place where memories can be created. We decided in going somewhere in plaza mont kiara.

We dine in this steakhouse called Moredo's and it's a Argentina base restaurant.
The orders that night....

Tenderloin steak

Surf and turf, lobster and steak
Rib eye-raw steakAnd rib eye-medium steak Sour sop, lemon frizz and cranberry's So, we got back and celebrate my mum's b'day at home with stuffed tummies wif another irresistable indulgences, choc indulgence!!!!

And to top it of, my mum wishes something my dad couldn't imagined of,

To ask him to quit smoking!!!! ahahahaha.

Till now, he's been hestitate and regreting of asking my mum to make a wish. lolxx. OMG!!! i'm so gonna be fat and stubbed till double chin surface and body shaped as a big round orange the size of a basketball. Sob*** that's the only disadvantage of my dad coming back. He spoil us so much i always gained back what i lost. =((((Hopefully, i'll become something like puffer fish where size can reduce and expand where enemies(for me,its food) are near-by. So versatile!! lolxx.

Till next time.

LUCKY!!!

2006-09-02T11:04:00.000-07:00

I was trying my luck on logging in since i'll been complaining that my browser have some internal problems that i can't be bother (or cannot) fix.So, here i am, blogging at 2 a.m after sticking to my marketing text and reference books for nearly 4 hours straight and it's only mid term. I'm seriously nervous and scare of this term paper more than anything. Heck, even spm seems easier and more relaxing.

I kept repeatly telling myself it's not like foundation level where you get to burried your nose in the text book for 3 hours max. and still get REASONABLE RESULTS(when i say reasonable, was credit or pass,not Ds) though this lesson was a hard price to pay, i should learn from where i fall as......

FAILURE IS THE STEPPING STONE FOR SUCCESS.

well, hopefully i score...

*CROSSFINGERS*

Since i haven't been blogging, here's a recap:

Mid-terms coming..

My birthdays coming!!!!

WooHoo.. I'll definitely have a great and unforgetable celebration wif tons of books to accompany me on my special day.

Things couldn't be any better rite?

=(((((((((((((

I'll give you a full detail of past days AFTER MY WAR!!!!!

wish me luck!!!!!!

Definitely rite 4 mEEEEeeee!!!!

2006-08-11T20:37:00.000-07:00

I finally found a cafe i could hang out since the last hungout place,Nutz went bankrupt without notified its loyal customers.Hmphh.

Then, when i wanted to go for the usual ss2 territory to check out new eatery,chew told me bout this new cafe and i instantly LUuuuuuvv this place. It was environmental friendly and the music was bump-up with the lastest tracks..

Introducing,

Right for you Cafe!!!!!!!

We went there for tea-time so it's all mainly drinks and dessert.....

Enjoy!!!!

The "in"look of the place, it doesn't look inviting on the outside tho..
I thought it looks cute....
The place is called "Right for you" with a reason as it's food specialize on certain blood type and the menu even state which type of blood-type are suitable for which type of food.Certainly healthy!!!!

My blood-type!!! Outstanding organizer Yea?!?!?!

LOL

Chew drank 3 whole mocktail coz she just couldn't resist the temptation..

Introducing the tail that make her mock...

hahahahaha...

sound seriously wrong!!! lmao

Green devil

Blue river Peach expressoCoffee crystal blended.Taste super delicious.DRoooollll......
And My ultimately choice, Italian tiramisu!!!!

It was so good till we tapau back 2 EACH....

hehehehe...

I wanted to spread the love for dearest one but ended up eating everything..*blush*

*PAfter all the food, ended up posing..

hehe..

Wanted to post earlier bout my place but ended up 2 weeks late.hehehe..

So, monkaye checked out the place even before i blog...

No surprise anymore...

=((((((((

long awaited outing part2

2006-08-04T21:23:00.000-07:00

Blogger is so nice to me that i could upload the pictures at the first attempt and succeeding in putting all the 8 pictures in.Though abit of praying does help!!! hehe**

During our chatting session, i was the easy target for them and they kept asking bout my lovelife over and over again. I was speechless and dumbfounded most of the times. =.=

Itik posing for the lens after she got annoyed of us having too many poser pics =P After that, we wanted to snap wif each of us as the hp couldn't fit 3 in one take.

So, here goes:

I look like a retard here -.-" Me and jane....
Mrs.Loh and itik Me and itik...
I love this picture!!! We look super sweet.heheAnother one...After that, i was just craving for baskin fix and i volunteer to treat them as itik paid for our lunch.THanks lots!!! I ate adventure of sweet sugar something something which were shared wif jane. Itik ate 2 scoop of chocolate ice-cream. She's more chocoholic than me!!!!!

Itik's bf joined us after lunch and i nearly begged jane not to ask her bf to come*blush* so i wouldn't be left alone and her bf wouldn't try persuading me to let him set me up wif someone else AGAIN!!!! -.-" I noe, i'm being pathetic by blogging here.sob****

I left early coz i was grounded and wanted to cabut and itik left wif her bf but jane stay so she can go dating.

All in all, Good company= great Fun!!!!

i appreciated the both of them sticking wif me through thick and thin though we quarrel sometimes, it doesn't affect or distort our 7 years and more friendship together...

I LUVYA BOTH!!!!!!!!

Weird Mo.

2006-08-03T20:51:00.000-07:00

This two days was hectic and i pratically have class everyday except fri which means i can blog my way the whole day.hehe..

On Tuesday, i was surfing in e-access when i was looking at ppz blog aimlessly.ya.i noe.Damm kepoh ma~

And suddenly, a gurl came and sat next to me and said" you read kinkybluefairy too ya??!?" i was dumbfounded but recover quickly and reply" yah, quite interesting to read." the girl says"she quite nice in person too!!!" REALLY!!!" was my enthusiatting respond when she told me she knows her.

I noe,silly rite? =/

On Thursday pulak, i went for my mpo class coz i changed my class permanently and we were sort into groups of 6 and suddenly when i register for my name in my group which was named MIRAGE, a gurl suddenly ask whether i was local annot?!!? I quickly cut her by telling her off" Ya,i'm local,Do i look not local enuff?!?!?" After the game, another groupmate ask me whether i was local or foreign. I felt like bagging my head on the wall repeatly if another person shot me this question!!!

I mean, it wasn't the first time i got asked and it mostly happen in the cab or at the cashier counter where light conversation was being held. I was alway been misinterpret as a china-mui or a korean.

CHINA-MUI!!!!!!!!! *slapforehead hardly*

Do i look like a foreign girl who was an illegal passenger sneaking into this country for more opportunity?!?!

Firstly, i thought it was my style of wearing so i end up changing my whole wardrobe and after that i was still being called"china immigrant"

After few months later, i got upgraded to a korean -.-"

I guess my features are "unique" that so many ppz thought i wasn't local...

SIGH.......

Special dedication

2006-08-02T07:04:00.000-07:00

Tuesday was spent mostly in college doing the same-o-thing and attending the same sorta lectures with little interest of what will happen next. After a 4 hours stretch of lecture by tutor. I was delighted and wanted desperately to zoom out of the hall when suddenly i got the breaking news of a tragic incident. A beloved friend of ours,Rosline had just passed away on Tuesday 6.00 a.m. in the morning.

The news came so sudden and i just stoned there frozen, couldn't believe of what the news that had been widely spread. I got teared-up but surprisely manage to suck up the leakage that wanted to come out profusely.

I did a friend could do and went to her house to pay a last tribute to her family before she got buried. We went there around 6 something and we tailed/follow the driver who knows the whereabout of the place but to no avail, we got lost and finally reach there nearing 2 hour later.

Memories flashes pass and though i know her for a short while, she left with an influential to all of us. She was friendly to everyone without discrimination of what you are wearing or what race you were. She was always active in sports and fond trekking and camping. She was teachers pet and was likable by everyone and she could kick your ass in debate anytime with or without preparation. She was truely an unique and special girl with high ambition to strive for success.

We will always remember you as you have left a spot of special moments and sweet memories in each and everyone you have known.

-rest in peace,Rosline-

P.S. To those who read this entry and would like to donate a helping hand or help finacially would be most welcome to. Drop a comment and i immediately would reply back!!!!

long awaited outing part1

2006-08-02T06:18:00.000-07:00

I hate blogger so much now.Everytime i wanted to upload some pictures it always end up not completed. Like i always did it half way thru lidat. I wanted to write a really long post but just have to cut it into 2 parts coz i so gonna put the pics in after so much times spent into transfering from phone to comp.Grrrr...

But,this still haven change my happy mood of blogging bout the outing. It was sooo long since i saw my gurls as itik always ffk-ed us and this outing was really memorable and fun. Whenever my gurlfriends is around, there will always be chaotic and crazy moments. You can always hear my contagious laughter and itik scolding foul language every single time. It was seriously hilarious just hearing her talk.Lmao.

We didn't do much shopping though itik bought a flip-flop exactly the same in Vincci. I then drag them to xoxo and guess coz i wanted a bag so badly but in the end didn't buy any coz felt so guilty and my mum voice kept throbbing in my head "spent so much, you think i got money plant ar??!?!?" Sigh.. just have to resist.

We then had lunch in Ms.Read and chatted,gossiping alot.(well, both of them kept talking bout bf and i was the victim of their conversation coz they kept wanting to pair me up wif some guy =(( ) So, all of you can expect the poser pictures be in my blog now rite? lolxx..

I share a lasagne wif jane(good choice coz we coudn't finish at all) and i end up sipping he mocha several times coz it was so delicious i couldn't resist the temptation.hehe...

CAMWHORING MOMENTS:

I was eating when somebody*hint hint* took my picture...I admit i was posing for the lens, i look like pirahna here =.=
AHhhh~ better now, a chuck of lasagna nicely presented the same level as my mouth.
After consuming calories, i feast my eyes on cute guys*blush*(those 2 have bf so i was left alone spying =((( ) Then predictably, we start posing but somebody must be in the limelight(notice the peace sign?!)And another one of itik hands...Got annoyed i start posing myself.heheheJane jane!!!I think she got annoyed wif us snapping away so she snatch my hp and start posing -.-"

Half the pictures cannot be uploaded coz of stupid blogger, my sis even claim i"yout shui" that why blogger wasn't kind enuff. -.-"

Shall continue in the next post...

2006-07-13T02:33:00.000-07:00

I was still puzzled that ppl kept calling me to promote their own place.

Yesterday was the a salon called YOU&Me who called to tell me they had moved.I didn't bother and don't have a clue of what they went crapping about...

Today, Celebrity Fitness called and told me i got invited to pick up the 7daypass to exercise in the gym.

I wonder how they could possibly get my no. thou i frequent 1u. it's not like i paste my no everywhere rite?

I guess i'm famous!!!!!! muahahaha..

wonder if it's worth while going there to peek since i'm looking for a gym membership.(how they know i wanted one?!?!?! @.@ )

Short post just to make up for my lack of posting due to circumstances.....

Falling into the well

2006-07-13T00:57:00.000-07:00

Results was out days ago and i was still emotionally wreak and wasn't ready or even want to wake up from reality and realise that i fail my exams and need to take another half year extra than others. I cry, i moan,i groan and i sulk but it still doesn't change the fact that i fail MY FUCKING FINALS BADLY!!!!!! It was like falling down the pit knowing there's no way out and you were left alone there, in that dark little corridor....

I was still so hype and happy of my shopping spree i went on sunday when i dind't realise that i was looking at my results when it states Z all over. I was speechless, shock and couldn't think properly of what i'll do next. I was dumbfounded sitting there stoning and staring blankly at my freaking comp...

I kept questioning myself.Where have i gone wrong?What pull me down?Did i answer wrongly?How can i fail?I can really say that I put 100% effort in the finals coz i know the percentage of failing is high and i try bulkle up hoping i'll pass everything. In the end, my high hopes of passing went crashing down after i seen my results. I cried histerically in front of my comp that my maid came rushing thinking i was in pain. Needless to say, she quickly run away after i said nothing. She was quite understanding and took little time to notice that i wasn't experiencing any physical pain....just my heart.....

My sis fren came that day too and she f*cking piss me off. Came into the room and ask me to buzz off after my results. I was damm emo already and she still came in bossing me around. I wanted to throw tantrum but her frens was in my room and needless to say, she saw my eyes all puff up and red. I hate her so much that moment i wanted to slap her face left and right but controlling myself, i walked out cursing repeating and slamming the door shut wif a loud BANG!!!!

I not sure how many times i teared up but after 2days of consulling from my parents and my besties. I decided to move on and get a life. I got this urge of quitting the course and my mum was so concerned she quickly ask me to reconsider and we HAD A LOONG talk afterwards. On that day, i felt stupid and useless coz i couldn't pass those freaking paper and all i could do was cry everytime someone mention my exams. I even blurted out"i'm stupid" repeatly until my mum got scare she quickly ask me to sleep it off to calm my nerves.

The next day, my eyes was so swollen that i couldn't really open my eyes when i woke up. I lay there still thinking of yesterdays incidents and was snaped back to reality that it wasn't a nightmare and i need to face it and not by avoiding and quitting the game. it's like sour loser having no pride.

On the brighter note, i realise how caring and understanding they can be. I felt closer to them now than i had for the pass years especially wif my dad who is now working hard just to fund for my studies. i felt bad that i'm not performing well. they gave me so much and i return so little. They gave me all i want, myvi, hp and cloths and i gave them this!!!! my heart soared so much it's like ppz stabbing me repeatly on my chest.

After my results, i screwd my family trip and i felt like i was to blame for my stupidity.gosh!!! all coz i FUCKED UP on my exams...

Fuck exams, fuck the examinar who mark our papers and fuck taylors who always have high percentage of failing. Fuck ALL those ppl connected to finals.Damm emo now...

i'm still trying hard to reply my dad's email but afraid of what would happen and i always tear sorrowly everytime i look at his words.Telling me that ppl fall and make mistakes but it's how you stand and get up that matters in the end...

That phrase really woken me and thus it would be my own motivation phrase whenever i fall...

I LOVE YOU,DAD!!!!!!!!!

*sorry for the vulgar words thou i don't use it often,only to express my emotional feeling at the mo.

Confusion

2006-07-08T04:03:00.000-07:00

My sister's birthday was few days past and she received quite a few soft toys (well, still a girl not yet a women. =P ) and there's one soft toy that caught my particular attention when she first shown it to me. It was seriously hilarious and you will end up peeing in your pants especially if you're one of moomoo's frens.

Introducing the toy that make you piss:

At first glance you thought it was a cow.....

Saw the black patch on the buttock ?!?!?!

But when my sister show me the front,i partically row on the floor laughing like crazy until i CRY!!!! Lmao..

Introducing the cause of my happiness.HaLf coW halF PiG!!!! PIggie Moo~~

My mum was having a grinch moment and we were having discussion of how they could have manucfatured this kinda soft toy.My mum reasons was that they don't have enough cloths for it and so they sew that big black patch there to cover it..It was hilarious of where our conversation went to and we spend 20 minutes just talking aimlessly about that particular subject.HAHAHAHA..it really make our day!!!

See!!!! you cannot belittle susu's ability to make ppz all cheerful and happy again..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

p.s. so when we called you cow,accept it coz it's a praise we willingly give.lolxxx. xD

blogger having uploading prob

2006-07-06T18:30:00.000-07:00

I was so fed up wif blogger not letting me upload the last pic eventhough i wanted to put 2 pics on my post and i try for whole 6 hour js to put on this freaking pic. In the end, didn't put but not kam puan!!!(hokkien word,i think) i put in this post!!! smart rite? =P Here's the 2 top i bought which is both black. I'm currently having a blackish liking and somebody even claim i'm old for choosing this colour!! couldn't display youthness and cheerfulness.Blablabla~ don really care!!! still like this colour.Muahaha.Black would always be the ultimate colour.Black is the new.....black.(ermm,doesn't sound right!! =P )

Proof of me going and setting foot in cats whiskers!!! lalala~
Went to 1u yesterday night to help my fren and i come across lotsa things and situation(embarassment most of the time!!!) Well, the 1st was when i was walking towards the escalator to 1u ground floor and i dreamily(was still crazy blur after sleeping for 13 hours!!!) walk into a group of ppz and i nearly bumped into an old man and when i wanted to change sides he went that way too, then i change to another direction and he still block my way!! GRRrrrr...

We change our direction for 4 times(left,right,left,right) and eventually manage to cross each other(it felt like maze) There's even twice where i put my hand infront of my half face in attempt to protect my mouth coz we were so close he nearly touch me!! (EEeeeWWww) and i dunno why i even blurted out "i'm sorry!!!" My fren just stood there stoning and looking at my attic, speechless.And after a while, he was laughing non stop about that incident!!! =( How come i was always in this kinda situation where i always end up making a fool out of myself!! I guess there are never a dull moments having me in your company rite? wakkakaka..

I mean, if there is this kinda situation, why can't it be a younger and dashing guy having this moments wif me?!?! it's definitely turn out completely different and maybe even experiencing those love at the sight moment and we'll be having goosebumps and butterfly in our stomach after our incounter!!! but NO, it's wif an old bag wif white mustache and greyish hair.Sigh..My life cannot be better rite? Sob****

Then, i bump into od2 in forever21 and she called out my name loudly screaming my nick "DADA!!!DADA!!!!" when i was at the cashier paying for my fren cloths.Wah.. it was seriously embarassing coz my fren dunno my nicks and i end up being the laughing matter AGAIN!!!! haihxx.

In the end, when we had our dinner and was walking towards the car when i notice a girl which is from MALSYSIAN MOST BEAUTIFUL series MELISSA!!! shocking huh?!? i've always like her.hehe...

So, i guess that was the most eventful(or should i say embarassing) nite of my life.I'm praying it will never NEVER happen again.Pray for me too!! lolxx.

Location alerts!!!!

2006-07-05T01:54:00.000-07:00

I acompany susu to TAYLOR'S today for her to sort out her documents and we were discussing wheather to go 1u or s.p(as usual) but either of us was keen coz both place seem super boring to us so guess what?!?!

WE END UP GOING TO,

CATS WHISKERS!!!!!

We don't know where it was and how to go there but we manage it IN THE END!!(no thanks to kaya who din pick up her hp) Luckily kaya said it was near her apartment and friendster so i decided to try my luck and give directions to the place (though not efficient =P) and we been circling the shoplots over and over again but to no vail,so i decided to ask some ppz who works there and see wheather they know where it was located.Thus, susu found a parking lot and when i was just about to cross the road and while turning my head twices to look out for cars, i got a glimpse of cats whiskers but thinking i was blur and eyesight got prob so i didn't bother..

And again, i was about to cross and finally....

I saw THOSE BIG WHITE LETTER BOARD WRITING CATS WHISKERS!!!!!

I quickly ran towards susu's and pointing frantically and screaming"There,there!!!!!i found it!!!" i think i must have looked like an idiot and the whole scene was utterly embarassing(luckily nobody was in the vicinity =/ ) and susu gave a big slap on the forehead!! haha.we were both siao already.lolxx...

And we always thought it was on ground floor somore.Sigh....

We spend around one hour lidat browsing thru cloths and i manage to grab 4 super beautiful tops and in the end i WANTED 3 tops out of the 4.. hehehe.I was comtemplating wheather i should just buy those 3 but $$$$ collecting dusk in my wallet seems more likely realistic than splurging on cloths again...

BUT,being frickled minded as always...

I bought 2 out of 3 tops that i really like.An achievement rite? lmao xD

They have this offer of buy 3 new arrivals and get 10% off EACH!!

And as a result, susu bought one too so we could get that 10% off.hehe..

We were both happy girls after lighing our wallets and i'm now on loan by Ms. NG SUSU.Sob***Luckily no interest or i sure die. +(

The shop opens from:
WEEKDAYS and SAT: 12p.m-9p.m.
SUNDAY: 10a.m-7p.m.

I always tought this pic was super hilarious and it shows our natural features,No?!???!

Overall, i love the shop and there have lotsa assortments of earrings that are all really unique and beautiful. I wanted all of them but it cost like hell.RM39-49 lidat.. mind well buy their tops rite? =(

And i'm going to cats whiskers again on sunday hopefully... hehehe..very happy now...

Superman no returning....

2006-07-03T21:11:00.000-07:00

Hahaha. love the title

As you all know i watched SUPERMAN RETURN yesterday and the movie was not really good at all.I mean, i'm a huge fan of superman but this movie was a huge dissapointment. The movie was ok but not great. It just lack those gripping and suspense moments whenever i watch spiderman(5 times and still loving it)

I think Bryan Singer would be better off directing x-men then superman coz maybe his directing skills would be in better use and thus his directing skills would shine more then in this movie. The whole plot was good and abit comical and my fav actor in this movie would be Lex Luthor(Kevin Spacey) and not Clark Ken(Brandon Routh),ya!!super surprising myself too!!! i mean Brandon did put in effort in feeling the role but he just wasn't good or capable of handling that role even thought he look abit like Christopher Reese.blah

I do hope the movie don't have a sequal to it coz i cannot bear watching another extended version of him and his spandex moments.(thou i most probably watch it =P) Blah...

So, after finishing movie,went for shopping and SURPRISINGLY,zara had 50% sales and i spend a total of an hour there just browsing the cloths and going 2nd round into the fitting room.I felt so happy!!! i saw alot of things i want but eventually bought a 3/4 pants. I wanted desperately of a long sleeve cotton material bolero in pink which look rugged and feminine which i adore so much. I wanted it so much but it cost rm100 and i only bought rm200 something.Sigh..

I'll bring my mum next time and hopefully i get something extra from there.(hahahahah)

_________________________________________________

I was reading the newspapers and an article caught me ENTITLE j.k Rowling final instalment of Harry Porter. In it stated that 2 main characters is going to die in that last book.2 MAIN CHARACTERS!!!!! 2 somore. My mind wander helplessly to harry porter, i kept telling myself he cannot be dead coz he suffer too much and taking his life away would spoilt everything.But, that means they are gonna remove hermione and ron away?!?!?! No Way!!! harry already lost most dearly to him and the author cannot just take his best friend away lidat.It will hurt harry so much.GOD!!!!! the book is really getting into me and i been so hype bout it eventhough the book is due EARLY NEXT YEAR!!!! haihxx.

This post is just some rambling thoughts and what i felt important..

tata~

not as half bad

2006-07-01T09:34:00.000-07:00

Got really sick today and cannot stop vomiting everytime i took panadol i end up rushing to the toilet twice. The experience was seriously terrible. I think i ate with empty stomach which explained my uncomfortable stomach and i kept sweating with throbbing head which make it even worst and just terribly unbearable.I felt like screaming at anyone who were in the vicinity but recover after i ate my dinner and i straight away got my energy back which result to jumping away like mad.I even go for second round of rice. i think this diet thingy is really getting into me like today incident. Which got me thinking that i really need to evaluate what i ate and shouldn't eat.sigh.On a happier note, i finally get to lose back that weigh i put back. ahaha..

Jane sms me suddenly after i slowly recover and started chatting wif me.It's like she sense something bad happen to me and her sudden sms just lighten me up where i suddenly felt glad having her as my fren and soulsisters. It's that petty things and careness she always shows unexpectedly when i need attention and people to pour my feelings and she would always be there for me. Though we argue and quarrel sometimes but that make our friendship stronger and more long lasting than i expected. I really appreciated our 6 years(going 7) of friendship and hope it would last further and i cherish every thick and thin moments and experience we have been thru.

I MISS YOU DEARLY

MEMORIES THAT LASTED....

US,cam-whoring momentsahahaha..the kawaii look we attempt to do just out of sheer boredom. Lameness =)
our FAV food in the century. WE BOTH looove food. +)Know the reason to endlessly quees forming outside the fitting room? Yup, we were INSIDE!!! xDINSEPARABLE....SHHHHHhhhhh.. We were posing, no disturb pls!!Crash of pose but still look cute. Wanna be those kawaii girls.wakakakkaHope things and stuff we been thru will always keep us together till it last. Better make sure i become godmum to ur child ya!!! ahaha.jk only.

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER...

i need MOTIVATION!!!!!

2006-06-27T22:52:00.000-07:00

I been trying to diet since i'll be having nothing in particular of doing so i think THIS TIME definitely will lose weight and i got particular semangat when i saw THE BIGGEST LOSER.hehe.So, i started but with difficulty since my fidges is always stock wif tons of fattening and screaming carbs whenever i open my frezzer. I mean can you resist NOT eating the waltz black forest ice-cream top wif fudge or sneakers,mars, cadbury and most of all, my fav snack rocky and sticko!!!!

BlaH..It always tempt me by whispering softly "Come eat me,diet tomorrow".(maybe i make it up but its really PARTLY TRUE!!) But i can proudly say i manage to refraint myself from touching snacks and choc but its THAT BLOODY SUGAR INVESTED ice-cream that i cannot stay away and i alway end up taking a spoon full of that THING!!! wah!! i gone seriously crazy but thankfully i didn't touch the ice cream for 2days (a achievement =P) haha.Hopefully it stays this way.

I weigh myself few days after and surprisingly i lost 2kg!!! 2KG!!! a real achievement!!! no exams,no stress, no cravings..hehe.So, i joyingly tell everyone in the house and my aunty did the unthinkable and tell me that the weighing machine gone hair-wire and you need to plus 5kg of your current wieght. O.o She spoilt my mood and i end up sulking for the whole night..=S

And i have this weird and serious craving for sushi so i consult myself by saying sushi craving is SO MUCH BETTER than western foods which alway add cheese and tons of flour base ingredients into it.STILL, too much of a good thing is always bad for your health as raw seafood is being proved by scientist saying the raw food you consume excessively will bring in bateria into your systems and thus attack your body health systems. It's even in the newspaper saying one person die due to excessive consumption of RAW SUSHI!!! +S

Then, i wonder how did all those japanese old folks live thru their lives when they eat SUSHI particular everyday!!! blah..

Went KLCC on mon since i haven been there in ages and i wanted to eat SUSHI. Bought nothing though i saw a few tops from zara and a lowcut halter top with the PERFECT GREEN which i wanted so long ago but the cutting was seriously low till half of my breast came jutting out.Haihxx. Chewie who ADORES bags just have to look from outside and resist from going in coz she's pennyless.hahaha.We even make promises to save money to buy bag together-gether.hehe..I'm eyeing coach while she adores gucci. SAVE SAVE SAVE!!! gonna make that as my own matra.lolxx.

GENKI SUSHI

A VAREITY OF SUSHI!!!!! *droollll*
YUP!!!! we ate THAT MUCH!!!!
chewie and me! Pose after a few pound heavier. =P
me and ling taken in 1u. She insist that this pic looks good.. +) If anyone have any good diet plan or diet regime that are proved effective and useful are highly recommended to postup and comment!!! i'll be really grateful and thankful too.. =)

Envies of the century

2006-06-24T03:08:00.000-07:00

I just saw this new edition of the Motorola combining wif Dolce&Gabbana to proceed their previous success of coming out a special ed of motorola hp and i don't even know bout it untill the newly promoted phone was launched!!!!! So, this is the 2nd collaboration wif 2 companies.And from what i heard, it's all the rage among the ladies.....

The Moto Razr v3i is in Gold and Silver to show the elegance and plush style of its ambbasador and it glide in different facets of gold;shiny, shimmery and matte with a touch of silver where it show it's bold but never outrageous classy D&G style.

The hp is clad wif sophisticated but practical functions combine wif ringtones from runway techno music. The V3i also comes wif a d&g pendant and husky male voice which proclaims "Dolce and Gabbana" whenever the phone is switched on and off.SUPER SEXY!!!

You can go to http://direct.motorola.com/ENA/web producthome.asp?Country=MYS&language=ENA&productid=30545 for more info of the V3i.

After i saw the article, i immediately squat next to my mum who was sitting at her usual seat reading her newspaper in business-like manner....

So, when i approach her.This was our conversation.....

ME: Did you see the newest moto phone in the newspaper?

MUMMY: Yup,whatup?

ME: There's this really really gorgeous phone where it collaborate wif D&G to produce a new line of hp and you know that i wanted this Moto Razr for very long time rite?

MUMMY: Really?Since when?

ME:*roll eyes and continue* It something like the pink razr but only this time it's GOLD and comes wif d&g pendant and my birthday sorta coming up soon so.......

*cut in mid-sentence*

lil sis: Your buffday still got long wayyy.Mine is really coming up soon and it's this month somore....

*so, there she was talking non-stop bout her new birthday wishes and both of them just ignore me where i js squat there,frozen*

I was trying my best and little bit luck to persuade my mum and my lil sis spoilt everything for me. GERAMNYA... I didn't even finish my sentence and she just cut me off just lidat.My strategy all went down to nothing after hinting and arranging on the use of appropriate sentences and i end up GETTING NOTHING!!!!

I guess my mum was the lucky one coz she got escape of spending unnecessary money which cost around rm 1.8k lidat...

They even have light blue and dark blue for the clamshell baby but it's v3 where the features is standard like the first one out in the market.There is also the v3x which is a 3G phone but no point since it's not stabilized nationwide yet and nobody has it also.So, i gonna seriously consider between the light blue,pink and gold dg hp for my birthday wish.Hehehe****

And, maybe a better strategy and no interuption THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!

Boredness really does kills

2006-06-20T22:55:00.000-07:00

Sitting infront of da comp after lazing on the bed for uptenth times i lost count on how many times i been having lovesick with my bed and pretending to be cheerful and lighthearted but felt so blur and bored i dunno what else to do besides blogging thus, TADDA, back here to blog again though promise myself not to touch it for a week or two.haha.. guess i just have to break that promise rite? lolxx.

Went to 1u for 4 day straight with different ppz and i didn't buy anything on that 4days i were in 1u. O.o wanna state that i'm not really a shopaholic afterall and i know how to SAVE.(hehe, a big clap on the back for myself) wakaka.But, i did spend a fortune on food which doesn't counted as wasting money since FOOD is neccesary. =P

Saturday,went out wif penny,jane and ck assumed yamcha-ing session to gossip and chi-chat since finals took most of my time but i was so shocking with the breaking news that penny deliver to me in the car i nearly got a heart attack announcing that my best fren and kaiko are together..WaH!!!!!! 2 shocking news in 1 month, luckily i'm still in my youth or i blame on you2... Bwahahaha.

neitherless,
COGRATULATION TO BOTH OF YOU..
(better treat my bestie good or i boicott you,lolxx)

Went to friendster for a meal(the food was so,so only,didn't think much of it) and later to the curve where i bought a necklaces and earings in the bazzar and i manage to bargain after talking and persuading him to give me at a reasonable price.hehe.. Turns out, his name was Ian and currently studying in TARS and was working part time there,see, i got good communication skills. xD though he make me and penny promise to frequent his stall.Ya.i say only.wait till i go curve would be half a years later.wakkaka.And afterwards to 1u grocery shopping....

the piggies family finally strike a pose.HAhahahaha.. The pic look hideous...

Sunday,went to 1u again wif my bestie and i had lotsa fun spilling thoughts and gossiping about our lifes and happenings.Talk bout it. I notice all my friends are all in steady relationship now. Just left me being the lamp post i always do. Sigh. i gonna die as a spinter with lot of cats and roach till i rot.HAhahaHa.nola, i love being single and available where your not tie down by someone.. yeah!!

Us in sushi king...

After that, wanted to buy something from Forever21 but the price is so bloody steep where a blouse cost rm99.00 and i wanted 3 which cost the same amount but ended walking in 3 times and buy nothing =( I want i want i want,anyone buying me those blouse? pretty pls.(pouting while saying it *P) So, left 1u without buying anything..Sob**

Monday,Went to 1u searching for jobs and got one straight away in KEYng and the pay was reasonable and environment was ok.Fast rite? after that, ate at dragon-i and i straight away fall in love wif their siu long pau where you need to bite carefully as it burn your tongue wif the boiling water inside the pau.Tasty!!!! Went to watch tokyo drift after that, and the movie is good if your interest in fast cars and hot chicks, then this movie is your choice.But, the story line and plot is abit predictable and shallow. The movie is something like initial D where drifting is concern and the races is always held in moutains.I guess its another copycat of the animated cartoon again.*yawn*

Tuesday, went to 1u again, this time i cancel my job thinking it was such a hassel and it crash wif my new timetable for july sem.Sigh.. I was blur the whole day as i didn't got my 8hour sleep and walking aimlessly going huh,ah,oh,ya the whole time.hehehe..

So, i think i gonna be jelak-ing wif 1u alr...hehehe..

Finally....

2006-06-14T03:46:00.000-07:00

I decided to change the layout of my blog and adding some links and cbox.Thought it's just easy but turns out it took me 3 bloody hours just to do those 2 things and my link doesn't coordinate properly and scattered everywhere and mei shea's name was cut into half as you can see below. I try doing the cbox 1st and after 1 hour i manage to upload it and next attempting to do the link thinking it was "easy" or so i thought..I try arranging the words upside down.Cannot work.Put in further for every link.Cannot work.Copy it 2 spaces in between.CANNOT BLOODY WORK also. Wah.. Super piss with the uploading template thingy and everytime i wanna do some changes it always didn't obey.. ISSHHHhhhh.... super geram now.When mei shea teach me bout the links also happen this kinda situation and i'm so frust wif it now.. Felt like throwing the whole comp onto the floor wif all my strength(haha.. couldn't coz it the brand new compaq 7550 black flat screen =P) and everyone knows that i'm so comp illiteract so anyone kind enuff to help me wif my linkie Pretty Plss **showing the boot&puss wide eyes moment***
Looking pointly at mei shea& susu... ;-)

Flapping my wings

2006-06-13T08:24:00.000-07:00

Haven been blogging since finals and seeing me back to blogworld,that means my finals had finish!!!! I hope i do well though i screwd up my subjectives qustion for accounts and left a question blank for marketing without attempting the it (i did, but i cannot focus at all) and the wost of all is not remembering anything i read for organizational behaviour though i always think that subject was all craps.And my favourite of all, going blank the minute i went into the hall...Can see i'm pretty screwd and doomed rite?

Plus i absulutely sux at doing LAST MIN RECAP coz i either cannot remember a things i memorize or i go panicking and end up messing all info i js read.But, i don't get how so many students do last min burning midnite oil and end up getting super good result.It's like they got super brains working the whole night without feeling tired or dozzing off.Did you eat coal or something coz only that you can work 24/7 ..Pretty pls teach me?!?! ( though not involved eating coal or fear factor-ish kinda stuff)

So, this few days of sleeping 4-5 hour had leaft me wif humongus eyebags and i softa accustomed wif the new timing leaving me waking up 5 or 6 in the morning even though i'm on hols.Gosh.And worst of all......

Finals+PMS= Carb Cravings

Finals is really eating me up and i js sit there drinking more cans invested wif crazy amount of sugar and snacks on more cips and rocky(currently got hooked wif sticko too).Wah.. i can go crazy js by telling and describing you the scene. Which now gets me into doing some researching as i'm currently looking for gym which has good service and equipment wif a rasonable price,tell me if ya noe anywhere.TQ..

And, i always have team songs playing in my head while i study or helping me by focusing and concentrating.There's 2 in particular which always sounding in my little brain....

which is,

Buttons by pussycat dolls
I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)
I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)
Typical
Hardly the type I fall for
I'm liking the physical
Don't leave me asking for more
I'm a sexy mama (Mama)
Who knows just how to get what I want and (Want and)
What I want to do is spring this on you (On you)
Back up all of the things that I told you (Told you)
You been saying all the right things all along
But I can't seem to get you over here to help take this off
Baby, can't you see?
How these clothes are fitting on me
And the heat coming from this beat
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know
I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)
I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)
You say you're a big boy
But I can't agree
'Cause the love you said you had
Ain't been put on me
I wonder
If I'm just too much for you
Wonder
If my kiss don't make you just
Wonder
What I got next for you
What you want to do? (Do)
Take a chance to recognize that this could be yours
I can see, just like most guys that your game don't please
Baby, can't you see?
How these clothes are fitting on me
And the heat coming from this beat
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know
I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)
I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)
I'm a make you loosen up my buttons babe
Loosen up my buttons babe
Why don't you loosen up my buttons babe
Loosen up my buttons babe
I'm a make you loosen up my buttons babe
Loosen up my buttons babe
Why don't you loosen up my buttons babe
Loosen up my buttons babe
I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)
I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)
I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)
I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

And,

Last fight out-plus one
(can't find any of it and was too lazy to write it down.. hehe)

I know,Damm pei rite? but i feel so peaceful wif this typical lovey duvey song sang by plus one and hyper enegetic after pumping pussycat dolls song on my steroe, it even helps me getting back into studying mode.See what songs do to you. =P

So, today was my first official holiday of my 6 weeks break and to tell you the truth, its seriously a drag and me being lazy cannot even stand the boredness and emptiness of the house. (funny huh?) plus i'll be staying in after $$$ runs out and knowing me, i finish real fast, i mean seriously fast like my mum says spend like water but earning it will gonna torture me till i go nutz.But, i still shop alot wif MUMMY there so financial prob will be secure everytime. xD

Started spending by watching Cars yesterday coz don't wanna join susu and kaya ice-skating (bad experience!!) and the movie was awesome!!! It's so pixar coz they always manage to create good story lines and unique characters you fond of within minutes. And, being me, i don't waste money on cartoon but this was exceptional. I din't watch ice-age,wild or over the hedge coz it's js not worth your while wasting rm8 for admission and you get typical animal talking and having crisis of their lives trying to fought it.god, i have so much of it alr and i go explode if i watch another. So, go watch cars as its highly recommended..

Other than that, i got a confession to make.
I'm in love....
And the guy is super good looking and cute..
introducing,

Macho macho man,Yuan Bin

And hopefully,

He'll look like this korean heartthrob,Wonbin

Someday coz both have the same name but different spelling..........

*amanda in dreamingland* lalala~

EYe candies part 2

2006-05-25T20:11:00.000-07:00

got really bored studying(which i haven start in ages but attempting to =) ) so i just post some really beautiful dressy top which i found ages ago... heehee..Plus, i din get to go to the opening of forever21 so i just have to do wif feasting my eyes on pictures. =(

Alice and olivia draped top

ABS by Allen Schwartz butterfly top Alice+Olivia eyelet top The back of the top Allen Schwartz babydoll top Cynthia Steffe crochet trim top For love and liberty pintucked cami Mary L. Couture Beaded Halter top Miguelina crocheted top Robert rodriquez gathered crocheted top
P.S some of the pictures couldn't be uploaded.So,here's only some of the pictures of my whole collection..

Cranky me...

2006-05-23T04:04:00.000-07:00

Felt so tired after finish attending marketing revsion class. I've waited so long for her to give tips but she just kept on going and blabla-ing bout unrelevant things and reminding us to bring 2B pencil and sorta stuff.(so lucky dat i bought rocky to chew on) Pratically everyone knows bout that.. Maybe makcik dunno la~ lolxx. After that she annouce break and TIPS are finally revealed after she twist and turn bout the procedures...

Everybody claped after the TIPS, i think everybody who's patient(some even leave the hall during break) was so happy dat she finally goes into the main topic and stop crapping.. hhaaha.. asking us to go directly to the essay and not babbering but she herself doing it.haihxx..

Just lose my mood to study when i waited so long for that tips she so unwillingly showed today..haihxx. I hope i pass my marketing though. During exam period, i always felt tired,cranky,have huge eybags,lack of sleep,urge of craving and terrible mood swings that changes as fast as Britney having another baby wif K-line and i'm not even having pms now.Sigh..I felt so miserable but still blog.. Amazing rite? i think i got stuck in blogging alr.. haihxx..

I wanna go shopping,i wanna go shopping, i wanna go shopping, i wanna go shopping, i wanna go shopping, i wanna go shopping, i wanna go shopping, i wanna go shopping, i wanna go shopping, i wanna go shopping,i wanna go shopping, i wanna go shopping, i wanna go shopping,i wanna go shopping, i wanna go shopping, i wanna go shopping, i wanna go shopping, i wanna go shopping..

Wanna satisfied my urge of shopaholic-ism but i'm so broke that i even use up my emergency money that i cannot shop at all..Sob Sob =( HELP!!!!!!!! guess i'm stuck wif marketing to accompany me only.

P.S. Had this sudden craving for Swensen sticky choc wif marsmallow tops wif crispy nuts.hehe..told you i had serious craving though i just had dinner half an hour ago.Wah... need dieting,need dieting!!! (remind myself constantly)

Laziness

2006-05-20T09:46:00.000-07:00

Went out today though i told myself repeatly that i gonna study for coming finals.Well, you can see i did a really'good' job at it.i told you i was a good procrastinator.ok, better don wanna make myself worst than it is. hehe. Went out to celebrate Dercher's birthday today.Only realise when ccf(not chang chee fai la~) a.k.a chewie called to ask for yamcha-ing session.SO SORRY!!! went to Tmn megah to buy cake and pass through a corridor leading to cake sense and suddenly chewie shouted me to look out!! curious, took a glance at it and scream fantically and quickly ran out of that lane with so many ppz looking at me( so embarassing =( ) And there it was,lying(or should i say,flatten) a huge DEAD RAT with red testical spilling through it's body.Seriously horrible and fugly!!! i even pass through there 6times attempting to cover my sight everytime i pass there,but this don't stop me from having lunch TWICE.LoLxx. Chewie fetch us to ss2 after fetching dercher and turning so many rounds ended ourselves in the parking lot which charge crazy expensive( i think rm5 for 3 hours) thanks chewie!!!! Ended ourselves in Swensen when honey bee was closed.Ordered ourselves ice-cream and fries there which is super scrumptious.The ice-cream me and dercher shared is sticky chocolate cream wif vanilla or something.Not really sure but it definitely taste so yummyyy!!! DROOOOL...Chewie ordered chocolate chip mint which i thank her for choosing or not i ended up eating her's too!!(don really like mint ice-cream) ~.~ and bumped into Anwa who works there,not sure who he is but he's the malay twin in our secondary sch(another works in 711, project) He was seriously funny and talkative.hehe. After that, walked around aimlessly and got stuck in some rent a book shop and went back another round of lunch in Honey Bee. Gosh!!! fattening la~ ordered honey drew and grape shaved ice with nugget and a proper lunch"sweet sour chicken rice" for chewie.The food wasn't really good and their nugget was half cooked but i really like the ambience and atmosphere in that shop.(so,definitely going to see me there often) We sat in this cute little yellow bettle with a winnie-the-pooh stick at the centre of the banwagon.I insist in sitting in the bettle though dercher and chewie reluntantly follow suit(Thanks girls) I think i was the loudest there and everyone just stares at me like an alien o.O This showed that i'm having so much fun and i acted like that everytime i'm with close frens. hehe.So, some pics of my happy-day-of-distressing.. =)

They even have gear,break and meterbox for speed limit

SUPER CUTE!!!!!!

Abit blur coz taken wif my hp.. =(

Me & Birthday girl,luvya...

Wanna wish you HAPPY BURDDAYYYY again though i blog it after 12a.m.heehee...

P.S. hope you do see this entry coz it's especially for you. Muakzz..

Shoe maniac

2006-05-13T21:52:00.000-07:00

went shopping on fri night as my cousins and aunty came and incidently they came the same day as vincci was having sales.. Yeah!! i have someone else to bring me as my mum is so reluctantly to accompany me coz shopping=spending lots of money so i went there around 7 and the place was so hectic i just cannot breath properly. hehe... After spending an hour there i manage to buy 3 pairs of shoes.1 flatties,1 wif kitten heel and another stilettoes. And after purchasing that i realise 2 of it is pink.. Wah!!! since when i start liking pink?!!!?! Of coz my mum had to follow so he paid for my shoes... hehe... THanks alot mummy!!!! i guess this is just short post of me raving about sandals. I think i'm a shoe-aholic alr.......NAH!! i think i just like shopping... hahaha....

P.S TO ALL THE MUMMY OUT THERE, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! HAVE FUN..

Eye Candies you love so much

2006-05-05T19:08:00.000-07:00

Was browsing and goggling aimlessly when i saw this catalogue full of bag i js couldn't resist putting on blogger too.. Wanna share wif all those Bagacholic in the world. LOLxx. All bags are from guess? and Kooba..

Atlanta hobo by guess?

Aussie logo satchel My favourite of all, GC Anastasha Satchel Generation banana bag Kooba renee whipstitched tote Kooba marcelle metallic tote

AAhhh~ feeling so much better after feasting our eyes with these beautiful totes.Next,I shall blog bout barbie doll top where i just adore its cutting and clevage with its flowy kind-of dress at the bottom.till then~

Someone beat me to it....

2006-05-05T06:03:00.000-07:00

Wanted to blog bout M:I:3 but just too lazy to get up and start crapping but after seeing mUumuu the cow blog i also got tempted to blog bout it also.. heehee.I wasn't expecting much of the movie since the last installment is kinda dull and had very poor casting.But, it's so different story for this M:i movie.Firstly, it's super brilliant and the stunts was amazing thanks to J.J.Abrams(director of Lost and Alias) and Tom Cruise who produce too.(din know he has such skills =P) The casts was awesome, Cheorography was stunning and the side-effect was just superb.This movie is a must watch. I even going for 2nd round =P The story started by some baddie(Phillip Seymour hoffman) pointing pistol at her wife,Julia(Michelle Monaghan) asking what is or who is Rabbit's Foot?(i noe, wierd name rite?it sounded like some cartoon character) and Ethan(Tom Cruise) was struggling and tearing-up when he saw his beloved wife all tortured-up.Not telling whether she die coz there's no suspend later rite? =P It's super touching but i didn't cry coz i was holding my Bigmac*blush* and was super busy with my seat and view.There's a really tall guy blocking me with his head and body so big i couldn't see the lower part of the actor's body and the subtitles,fed-up, i tap on the guy's shoulder and tell him politely that he was blocking me. And the funny thing is, he nearly kiss my side face coz he turn to see when i lean in to tell.EEEEeeeewwwwwww!!! and there's this really huge guy sitting next to me,i think it's a malay who lean so close i didn't even sit properly coz i was leaning side-ways.Overall, bad seating position and terrible experience but it didn't affect the movie coz it was too good to even do wrong judgemental.. Heehee.Ok, back to story, Then it was later flashback and how he proceed into that moment earlier on. This new installment introduce hong kong actress Maggie Q and Jonathan Rhys Meyers who plays Tom's sidekick. Maggie was sizzling hot in that hot red gown when she was doing her undercover and Jonathan is super hot and cute in this movie. Another eye candy for me.. heeehee.So, here's some of the pictures, enjoy!!!
The big poster

I loves explosion

Wah~ It's a bird, it's an aeroplane,nop~ It's Tom Cruise Flying =)

Nice Stunt rite?

Whoa~hit the car and still no injury.. Amazing

Jonathan Rhys Meyers, Maggie Q and Ving Rhames

Still so cUteeee~ Michelle Monaghan,so pretty

Eye Candy =P

Wanted to find that gorgeous red gown she wore but just cannot find,i guess this will do..

The Cast

He's hanging one feet from the ground shooting enemies..chun

The lamborghini is so pretty,But that guy spoilt the whole pic..haihxx AHhh~ so much better

Relieved

2006-05-02T05:06:00.000-07:00

Finally finish every assignment there is(except marketing =P) It was seriously tiring and exhauting to finish 2 assignment and one draft in one weeks time but i manage to do it.No, i mean to say i did it!!! *big clap on the back* Just imagine you have to finish 3 crazy long assignment where you only have 1 weeks time to finish it up.. You haven't rest but comes another one to crack your head again***** god!! the suffering.. hehe.. Now, felt really relaxed and comfy in my house clapt wif my pajama blogging.. Really!! now is the time to appreciate the true meaning of life bliss.Nothing can get any better.Hehe.. But have to break this memorable moments wif YET ANOTHER toturial.Haihxx.. i have hill loads of things haven been touch due to assignments..

To share some of my heart-aches here:
Next tues:trial exams for mpo
May 19: Whole length of 4000 words for a marketing report
June: Finals just round the corner

Things cannot be any better.. Rite? =(
But, in the mean time, gonna catch M:I:3 2mr js for releasing peer preassure and stress level
Tell you all bout it laters...

Rain drops

2006-04-26T01:37:00.000-07:00

Raining is god nature to us but we always take it for granted....

Sometimes even blamming it for raining as it interfere wif things ought to be done...

Rain drops splashing heavily against the windows in my college campus,looking it i never thought it can be so beautiful and sommehow makes me peaceful wif myself...

I take time to think and recap what i did wif my life,past and future that i'm going through...

Maybe if i just take a step back.....maybe i change something... somebody i truely care....

Aimless post where i wanna just to wait and express myself truthfully and meaningfully...

Gotta run before it goes heavy...

2006-04-24T00:50:00.000-07:00

Starring really really hard concentrating on my assignment but miserably fail coz i ended up blogging..sigh~~

Off to continue my assignment...

tata~~~

P.s. wanted to post up samfest pic but just to lazy to upload...hehe..

2006-04-21T00:32:00.000-07:00

I'm so damm EMO now...

Got really bad result for mid-sem and expectation wasn't what i expected.
I mean,i did prepare and study everything(i did everything including the example qs that hardly anybody touch) and i did so badly somore..

WHY,WHY...

I hate this feeling of stupidity,unmotivated,useless,fat with sinking feeling and a sore loser by writing in blog so ppl will sympathy me.I js wanna voice out somehow that my heart is aching..Really really pain..

I wanted to cry when i saw my result and i double check my result thinking my eyesight got prob but that doesn't change the fact that i did really bad.Wanted to cry when i saw my result but js gonna hold back tears coz it looks so weird and funny crying in front of everybody...

Have to study smarter now and not harder coz i js not smart enuff to burn the mid-nite oil like any other ppl who scores so much better than me.GOD!!! i suddenly feel so guilty that my parents pays so much for my college fees and edu that i did nothing to repay her and i going to this shuffling competition tonight(i really don feel like going at all)

PLS PLS PLS!!! let me get an acceptable result so i can enter RMIT.That's js the only thing i'm worried now.I hate this burden of not scoring better than i can.I experience it the first time when i got back my addmath paper.Still remember that i was mortified and js started staring of the bloody paper for really really long time.

I js gotta act strong and be more hardworking than even so i can get more opportunity of those high pay jobs coz need to support my really really crazy maintanence of shopping spree(I don shop when i'm sad,so i guess its the only adv i can think of) and to repay my parents bits by bits of supporting me to uni(i hope i can go)

And i eat alot,i mean ALOT when i'm feeling emo and sad.. CRazy shit!!
(better change that habit quick)

Wah... Feeling Crazy emo now and cannot blog any further anymore..till next time..

DiNner outing

2006-04-10T09:06:00.000-07:00

Went to Shogun which located in 1u 3rd floor at the corner coz my aunty got her big bonus and lucky us we got to eat in that buffet style serving japanese food at a saturday night. It cannot be better than that day!! hehe..wanted to bring digi cam along but haven buy memory slot so cannot post it up.. hehe.. When i walk towards the Shogun buffet there was already a long line of ppl queue-ing up waiting for their turns but lucky us my aunty start earlier than them so when i finish shopping (bought a top) i can walk in directly proudly with ppl frowning and snorting at us thinking me and my mum cut the queue.Bluek.. snort at me also no use coz i got to eat ealier without waiting thanks to my aunty and little sis.Lalala~When i step into the place, every corner are filled with foods.Quickly took my seat and started walking around with plate at ready.. There's sashimi,tempura,unagi or eel,scallop,oysters,raw salmon and other sea foods(ellegic so cannot eat*sob), raw steak served so they can cook to customers liking.. 50%,80% or 90% cook.. whatever you want,they do for you.but the ultimate dish would be the cheese bake oyster where i ate it even though i was already full and force in down my throat.. God!! they did in nicely and the cheese was thick where you can taste the oysters freshness despite the thickness of the cheese covering it.It was super Delicious!! yum yum... I went for 3rd round and finally surrender.However, the chicken and fruits are not fresh and the cakes have limited variety to choose from.There's ice-cream too!! i LOVE the peach flavour which are not to sweet(prefectly done) and you just cannot resist scooping another cup to enjoy it.. Overall, it was well worth the money as hotel buffet are often pricey.

MON-FRI(LUNCH) : RM 43.00 per person
MON-FRI(DINNER) : RM48.00 per person
SAT_SUN(L&D) : RM 48.00 per person
*not really sure bout children but you can ask me and i promise i reply

i not really sure wheather i was correct but fri,sat and sun are confirmed that they charge RM48.00 per adult as more customers prefer this 3 days and bookings for these days need to be 3 day before the actual day or you can straight away go there to queue for place where the buffet starts at 6.30p.m sharp and ends at 10.30p.m and lunch buffet starts 12.30 noon to 3.00 p.m.. So customer can have some slow and enjoyed meal during the whole process.A must try!!!

Korean FrenzY

2006-04-03T21:40:00.000-07:00

I'm so hooked into korean drama and i didn't realize bout it.. First came the the sappy love and romantic drama of Winter Sonata and later with Autumm Heart.Both of these were interesting but didn't really capture my intensity to watch anymore.After that, came this really lovable and comedic drama the FULL HOUSE.That's where i got so hooked i spend my night infront of the box.Sigh!! Hoping to resist again came this really funny and one of a kind drama My LOVELY KIM SAM SOON. This is the ultimately drama of the year and i'm totally hooked onto it.Seriously,it's better than taiwan(Meteor Garden).China(Huang Zhu Ger Ger) and Japanese drama(G.T.O) that had shown for the last decade.Called me a drama queen or naive, but it's really worth watching.I would highly recommend this 2 drama series and i'm so tempted to buy for keeps.hehe...

FULL HOUSE

MY LOVELY KIM SAM SOON

Exams

2006-04-03T02:55:00.000-07:00

Marketing exam was today and i was so relieved that it was finally over!! and i don wanna talk bout it coz its super unlucky for me.. not that its hard just that i read the information wrongly and did the whole thing differently.Sigh.. i don wanna talk bout it anymore.. just have to see the result to know it for sure how i flare...After that,me,michelle ng,karen,ky and michelle tan went for lunch in s.piramid and ate pizza hut there. Wanted to eat ice cream later but was so full i cannot move(hehe).Plus, when we were in the mist of laughing( not sure what i laugh also?!?!) untill karen and me were in tears and M.ng wanted to snap but i avoided.(good reflects rite?) then a small croakcoach flew on karen side or hand(i'm not really sure) and her first reaction was!! she quickly shuuuu~ the crockroach to my side.At first, i thought it was water so i didn't care much but after she told us what really happen i just wanted to scream out loud.. Gosh!! pizza hut is so dirty and thinking of it, not sure whether the plates and dishes were infested by it. EEEEeeeewww.. i will not eat in pizza hut again.Talking bout that pest, i had the same incident wif that insect and this time it was bigger and wif wings.Flying croakcoach!!! i was trying to untie the plastic so i can throw rubbish and i didn't realize the croakcoach was on the PLASTIC BAG!!! Automatically, i quickly throw the plastic bag wif a scream loud enough for my mum to yield "what happpen down stair?" I squickily reply "nothing" and sigh again...Gosh!! that's the worst insect ever!!! i tell you...

So,i'm having study break for my economy and accounting and hope i flare well than marketing.Sigh... off to study!!!

Cut throating teenagers

2006-03-25T21:12:00.000-08:00

It was saturday and i'm going back to college for the 3th time (so unlike me!!). Marketing workshop was today so i reluntantly move my ass getting up early in the saturday bright and sunny weather.My mum wanted to go market and drag me along with my colege attire (looking so out of the place).After going there, i din't regret at all attending the workshop coz its really benificial and i manage to drag karen along so it wasn't a nightmare after all.So, Ms and i was waiting for the bus until we were so impatient i decided to take cab by going dutch. We even finish our Mcflurry and the stupid bus din't arrive at all.. So, asking for taxi Ms firstly ask for the price affraid they will cheat us. So predictably, the taxi driver really think we were so naive that we wanted to sit his bloody and smelly cab of the cost of rm15.. Luckily, i manage to think before acting and say no to him(smart huh?) then another cab came and this time was me who ask first and i think he was smart coz after i state the destination he ask me how much i offer and immediately i say rm10.He quickly agree and after we got into the cab he ask why we din't sat that cab and we say he's trying to POTONG us harshly.Then, he quickly say to complain about the cab to the government.SHIT!! why din't i think of that before?!? i din't manage to get his number plate so if ever i catch him again i definitely report him untill he cannot drive for a living anymore.(evil rite?).Malaysian nowadays really cheat each other even though we were living in the same country and same citizen.Where is the PEPADUAN MALAYSIA gone to? into the dustbin?So to any of the cabbie there, don't try to cut- throating innocent college kids coz we know that!!!!
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Talking bout driving, Michs drove to college on thursday and she bump into something thinking it was nothing then came the screeching sound. Panicked,Michs quickly stop her car in the middle of the Ldp kj there.So you know what cause the traffic jam la~ (lolxx) Luckily, its just a flat tyre so it wasn't anything serious. Her dad came and fix it within half an hour and i thought changing tyre was easy!! An officer stopped to assist but all we can do is watch coz we could't do anything.(hehe) So we reach college and we manage to sit for the 2nd half of the lecture.. What a day!! Now i think Michs got abit phobia of driving already. hehe

Celebrity in you!!

2006-03-24T21:54:00.000-08:00

i was browsing some of those blogs when i saw this http://myheritage.com where you get to know which celebrity are you(look familiar)!!! sound funny rite!!curious of it i enter membership and straight away uplaod those pic to see... So here's a pic of me and jane with some close resemble of hot celebrity nowadays.. hehe

Jane and me...

and this was the celebrity i resemble,jang nara

and jane resemble this full house lead actress i not sure of the name(lolxx) i don't think we look or resmeble them in a least bit!! what do you think??!??!

killing time

2006-03-20T16:55:00.000-08:00

lecture is at 10 and i'm here sitting in front of the comp killing time and blogging since i haven't blog in ages.. Things is hectic here with assignment due date cramming in my crazy schedule..Now only i realize mid-term is coming and i'm not prepare at all~shit!! i still thinking of what movie i gonna watch this weekend.. Sigh.. i think i better start revision or i'll be doom and then comes my mum's big lecture on how she manage to get her degree by 21~ Wow and a nod is all i could do!! lolxx. Just have to figure how to fight the battle between me and those 4 core subject i would be dealing like managing people and organization,marketing, economic and accounting.. Haihxx. i'm talking crap now~ don mind this post.. blog regurlary next time.

Reborn of my Winky toe

2006-02-25T21:12:00.000-08:00

Lazy to blog lately as college started and was bz shopping during weekend (sales started again and there'e still lot i haven buy yet). So this blog is mainly tributed to my precious last toe and my bestie hu is going back to kampar.So let start, i was so happy of returning to taylors that i attended lecture as usual as i'm such "guai" student and was walking back to tbs when i hit on something hard and felt numb crossing the road; i suddenly loose my balance and felt weak on my left leg and looking down, aghast that my toe is bleeding profusely.Panicked, i tried seeking help from friends but michelle was walking so far away leaving me behind helpless. So crossing the road lemping slightly i tell asking where they were heading to and fortunately half of them were heading to mezzarine ground floor so without a 2nd thought showed them my bleeding toe, i quickly rush to the "relief room" and karen and kah yi buy me plaster (thinking back i still laugh thinking of their expression;karen even thought it was blister :{ ). Rushing to the "relief room", i was so relieved that a empty toilet was there waiting so rushing in i wash my toe and examining the cut. I was on the verge of tears when i saw the deep cut and never-ending blood (swearing horribly in a TOILET ROOM). I heard karen calling and quickly tell her and we sat down where i past my foundation coursemate and having prob of facial expression i merely grimace to my mates who waved to me. Sitting down, karen wipe the blood so that she could put the plaster on me. Finally it stoped when i put plaster on. (lolxx, thats the only way).This was kinda late post but now my toes was finally heal after a week worth of bandage and now we just laugh it off ( or only them coz i toes is cute i guess) whenever they saw my highlighted toe which is the iodin liquid i put to disinfacted my cut. So now the skin of the cut came off and it reveled my new 2006 year era winky toe.

CnY ending soon..

2006-02-07T21:38:00.000-08:00

Had a real blast on cny celebration though there aren't much relatives to visit anymore as they all move to the city so i spend most of my time in my ah boh house ( my dad's elder sis) .I always like living there as they alwiz hav so many delicious foods there.God!!! she's always spoiling us by cooking so many of those nyonya delicacy which is very very difficult to find these days.I swear she's the best cooker so far. Me and my sis always nagging her to cook our fav dishes. My cousin came back on da 2nd day as she was married alr (haihzz, times flies) and was totally forgetting bout it coz she's always there whenever i'm back;though least relatives and surprisingly more angpao than previous year including my cousins!!! Was really sactified wif my receivings hehe.. of coz i dun mind getting more (muahaha). Went to my cousins mew house and it look so nice especially with all those mirrors ( hehe!! vain ) and she have a Walk-in closet!!! Envy-nya!! So i got to crash in her house next year since she promise me a room..YEAH!! Got back the previous last wed and started visiting my friends house and hitting the mall as usual...

So these 2 months holiday had been seriously bored and brickering often occur between sisters. So much of a pleasant and lovely holiday i was looking for.. But anyhow, still can't wait for college to start and i'm officially a undergraduate starting her degree course..Phew!! time really flies!!

Will post more next time!!!

Cab Insident

2006-01-13T01:29:00.000-08:00

Karen came my house yesterday for tuitoring (actually its something like group studies where i didn't help much!! teehee) .Went to taylors to company karen (it was da 3rd time gonig there) Taylors really change alot since december and lots of shops has been opened so lucky for us no fussy about eating same food everyday. Phew..After finishing the procedure and payment we headed straight to starbuck though the ice blended coffee was a little too sweet for my liking (though i like starbucks alot). When we reach the bus stop there it was crazily flooded wif students who are heading home. Without hesitation, we quickly stop a cab but was grab instead by a guy who beat us to it. So as i scolding continualy under my breath the cab driver was so king to make justice to us by telling the guy to step off as we catch it first. Happily, i straight away hop into the cab ( i remember saying abit louder than a murmur "serve you right" ). After my ride home, karen say pity for him that he got chase out of the cab in the view of so many students. Truth is, i didn't really bother about him... haha.. Am i evil?!?! God only knows!!

Resolutions

2006-01-02T23:22:00.000-08:00

Things have been really slow and uneventful in year 2005. I felt that i achieved and accomplished nothing and the worst part would be my love life is totally terrible and saddening. Feeling slightly gloomy writing this post, i reminded myself that this year would be a new year and things would be diferrent and more colourful as i hope for. So this year would be a total change of amanda ( i hope so as ppl say attitude cannot be change at will). So here is some of the resolutions i can think of the moment.

No snacking unnesessarily and start living a more healthly lifestyle. ( i really need dieting)
No procrastination.
Save some money.
Read more ( my vocab is seriously limited)
Driving ( can't wait)
Be more extrovert and exuberanting.

I hope i can stick to it and not abandon it like last year.( i told u i procrastinate alot) Quite a short post today.

LOvE

2005-12-29T08:27:00.000-08:00

What is the meaning of lovE?!? It is caring and liking between one another? Physical appearance? intelligent?When is love gonna happen between 2 human being not knowing what future lie beneath them? Is love important? Why should people suffer to gain affection and passion among individual? Why is it easily affecting people's live? It not things we can't live without.. If u say bout hurting mentally and emotionally i think it depend whether it gets to you and how you manage your emotional feelings. I heard friends doing crazy and unsensible things just for your guy after 2 or 3 sweet talk that instantly melt your heart but, do you think that it is nessesarry to sacrifice your time sobbing and teaching being with him when he feel sad and unhappy... But what about us?Have you ever consider one fleeting moment that our live is full of obstacle and we need support and encouragement to survive but no.. they just think that girlfriends is for you to fill up your extra time and life boosting energy feeling pround and confident having a beautiful girlfriend.What are us?puppet or barbie dolls so you can show off? Have you ever consider that girls like us have feeling and emotions that would like to share and talk about? All my friends always have same problem.. Lack of affection and love. They did everything in their bouldaries to satisfied their needs and academic problems but what did us girls get in return? They leave you without any word and explaination and expect you to understand their thigh situation that they claim only men understand.I felt bolt steaming on top of my head and the curtesy of swearing.Why don they say us girl willingly waited their guys to come home from overseas and national service but cannot wait for 3 month as their girlfriends have industrial training and they can still meet up during weekend and college hour.Girls who loyally wait and ignore guys courting and gift showering but when their gurls went doing their training,they start quiestioning whether their move of asking and declaring their feelings was the right move when other girls showing signal that they fancy you and you start feeling that your moments and feelings towards each other faded so fast that the girls side doesn't have time thinking of it and end up blaming herself for lack of everything they are not which by the way is not their fault. I thank god that i'm still available and now liking it. NO BREAKDOWN, NO MOOD SWINGS AND DEFINATELY NO QUESTIONING ABOUT YOUR PERSONAL AND PHYSICAL APPERANCE.

new image! !

2005-12-18T08:09:00.000-08:00

i got really fed up wif my hair so i finally pull da plug and went for coloring on my hair!! scary huh? i went investigating cheapest place among my neigbourhood and found 1 dat just renovate their shop(i usually don go there coz they did seriously bad rebonding pulling untill it hurt so much u gonna shred a tears)Its upstairs old limkoKwinG there.At 1st i went to loreal there but they charge crazily expensive and we were da 1st costumer until my aunt told me bout da renovated shop only did i go there!!When entering,the place was hectic!! people walking and buzzing around!! i wait for 3 long hours before it i did anything but it was worth it.Her jr. cut my hair which i LUv alot and afterward was carried on by da Lau pan lian and she help me choose a color.I wanted to highlight but it was so risky i abandon the idea and finally choose lightbrown wif reddish effect but out of stock so Lau pan lian told me to take purple rediish saying the effect would look good on me.Reluntantly, i took it and pray hardly so it would turn out ok!! after 3 or 4 hour later where i almost felt asleep it was ready to go.. when blowdrying i wanted to look so much tat i strained my eye and looked intensely but to no avail,after that, i quickly put on my glasses and was really surprise wif da result!! it was amazing and i LOVES it lotzz...its not too bright and none to lala which make me so haPPPeeee now..Yeah!! i will post da pic soon...Promise

ThursDays!!!

2005-12-07T21:07:00.000-08:00

Exams just round da corner and i'm sitting here blogging my way to doom.... DiE!! haven't been blogging so here's a recap of wat going on wif my life!!
NOVEMBER
Attend my cousin weeding which held in two places which is malacca and perak.First time saw my sister wearing a dress and she look hilarious!! she's a lady now... hahaha.Saw some really cute guys and we even play eye contact only to realize that it's from the cousin in-laws relatives.I think i have a crush on him but just too stupid to ask his no or even his name.Regret now thinking bad.*sigh*Even amanda scold me of not taking that action.Before he left the dinner,he look at me and say bye looking disappointed.And my reaction,i just smile silly waving my hand indicating sayonara.Went back college and tutorial and assignments start pouring in.Went to watch harry porter and DA MoVIe is da bom!!!Cograts to da director..

P.S Da movie cut alot of those inportant part but overall its the best among its 4 movie.Cho chang and Hermoine is really pretty in the movie though cedric wasn't that handsome as i expected.hehe..plus i hate the new DUMBLEDORE as he wasn't as calm as always.Harry leave me feeling disappointed as he didn't acted as well as the previous roles.But overall it's awesome and i've go for 2nd rounD.hehe

DECEMBER
Ended up pairing with this terrible guy in my class so i start doing my assignment last minute so i wouldn't have to face him so long.So i cut the crap and he was worst than i thought cause he didn't turn up on my presentation day.He's really pain in the ass.So calmly finish my presentation title "Does alien exists" without his help as i finish the layout,research all by myself thanks to nobody.Stay at TBS until 6 something and got back nearly 8 so i'm so pround of myself gaining this experience of doing a successful presentation myself..Cheers to myself...Muahaha.So i guess that's important though i forgot to mention i bought alot of cloths for college.. yipee!!That's all
P.S i promise to blog regurlarly now that i gain interest on it.. hehe

terrible & pathetic me ! !

2005-10-04T21:15:00.000-07:00

tired and exhauted but overall happy

2005-08-24T05:21:00.000-07:00

I just hav my longest class today!! its 8 to 5... Oh gosh!!! 2 sem is so much harder than i thought... tutorial and studies is harder.. more assignment and alot of extra class burden our shoulder... Was seriously feeling terrible and pathetic of myself as my result drop teremendously...Haihzzz... i betta work and get myself up against the challege and bag at least 2 Distiction so i can hold on to my record... shit... feeling seriously preassure now... Although tired of attending class whole day, was terribly happy but not sure what was it!!?? interesting rite? Maybe happy hormones came early today... Lolxx.. stop blogging now as i am so done in...yawn**

hectic weekend!!!!!

2005-08-19T02:33:00.000-07:00

oMg!!! this weekend is finally over,which means i finish all my assignment for now... well,just 2 of it. I was delaying myself on going computing as IT wasn't my best subject and was thinking "its only a week before due date,why bother.. i do it next week... So day passes by and i was so panick when i found out bcp project work is due on thurs.. My first reaction is "what" i haven do anything as i was doing last minute revision as away and exam only finish on tues.. so that mean i only have 3 days on preparing myself a decent project work.. So i started burning the mid night oil like i always do thinking its just 3 pages.. wun be too long to finish up.. so i finish everything in oneday..Phew, what a relieve as i finish it except for hyperlink so i asked mich to help me with it.. Only when i found out that i just did one quarter of this shit.. quickly, i rush to mich house to burn and do the hyperlink but found out my doc. gone hair wire.. So rushing home to finish it and hoping to finish before 12.. oh.. how wrong was i when i found out i was clueless.. So mich was really kind and quickly rush to my house to help me out.. She finish everything except the saving and minor adjustment so i stay whole nite on the com doing it, was crying and doing with this bcp as was furious of the stupid adjustment i just cannot repair.. I called mich like so many times untill i think she is abit annoyed of me.. Lol, but now i really know who is my real friends.. So mich, dun tear up when you read my blog... hahaha... so back to my bcp, i finish everything except yet again with the hyperlink.. sms her to ask mich to teach me..And the worst part is., i just been notified on having to pass up moral which is 2 days after bcp... i was like wat the@##$% ,( mind you i seldom use this word)as i have anger,furiousness for telling me late ( though its not their fault ), panickness and blurness all in that moment.. So i stay untill 2 am to finish everything.... the next day was real nervous when i found out everything i did overnight was gone..... OH god...close to tear... i asked and look everywhere to see whether any of my coursemate is willing to lead a helping hand.. but unfortunately, i couldn't finish my project.. So walking in the lab thinking i will be dead meat... so finding a place to sit which is unluckily infront of the teacher desk.. i quickly do whatever i can to fix it... All in all, lecturer gave me another day to finish up everything......Phew, i was over the moon and will joyful and happiness at this percise moment... So i skip acc tutorial to finish bcp and moral.... hahahaha... i finish at 5.30 though its late but better than not finishing rite... Now, i learnt my mistake and will not and never will do last minute job anymore.... so scary!!!!!

Imbarassing moments

2005-08-05T04:48:00.000-07:00

was having very dull lecture and tutorial today.... just imagine having moral and english on the same day... haihzzz... life is still d. same after michs call me asking me to go bowling.. Yeah.. wanted to go but no company so i straight aways agree at 1.30 p.m... So i quickly rush and had my lunch and did my printing stuff which is tons.. i think i took half hour just to print.. seriously.. i waited for mini bus to reach piramid but none of them wanna pass there..i think i goes out of the bus twice cursing and swearing bout them being unprofesional.. LoL.. So just go there by taxi.. The driver were so funny ... telling and chatting wif me bout having a date or going to meet some cute guys.. i was stone and felt really surprise..when i was taking the taxi.. a indian wif a gay look ask me whether i was going to kelana LRT.. i should hav told him to take putra bus as i saw it passing by..But michs words and pastering keep spinning in my mind so i wasn't bother... rushing there.. i waited for her and we start shopping as carnival sales is already started.. We stop at a bread shop as michs wanted to eat roti boy(her fav).. so i join in and bought 1 too though i had my lunch also.. while we were making fun and jokes bout each other.. i did a really obscene behaviour and michs just laugh away leaving me humilated and felt red on my cheek... maybe its michs claim that make me wanna vomit... hehe.. after that, i had my bowling games wif some senior in degree level.. Predictably, i got last on the 2 games we play plus an imbarassment of live written on my forehead... haihzzzzz... But all in all, i had great fun after 2 weeks of surfering on assignment and tutorial words.. Next week having mid-sem and i haven't even prepare yet... :(

continuation

2005-07-27T18:00:00.000-07:00

genting was really fun but was so exhausted when we finish our tea cup ride.. i was so sick and dizzy that i rest quite a while before having fun again.. me and michz bought fries from McDand sneaks into KFc.. after tat, we finally went back as we were so done in and tired.. as we sat on the cart, it suddenly stop and it din't stop shaking which make me freak out..i was so scare it will just drop and finish us.But, after a while we get bored so decided to play as we wave at ppl to tried our luck, surprisingly, we got respond and we started playing thorough our journey in the cabel.. waving and eating crispy.. very memorable... lol... The next day, i went shopping wif my family and ended up buying 7 shirts and a pump shoe... its was so enjoyable and i just cannot stop smiling though i was so tired... so i was so happy on this 2 wonderful days

crazy weekend !!!

2005-07-24T19:22:00.000-07:00

Wow...i been enjoying for 2 day straight without enough sleep though i sleep minimum of 8 hour... i came back to coll looking exhaunted and sleepy but surprisely i have friends who sleep for only 3 to 4 hour... wah... they looks so done in... i thought i was the scary looking wan... loL.. i went piramid to buy mich. roxy jacket cause its so freaky cheap so i decided to follow thinking i might buy as well as i am so short of tops to coll... mich says i wear to market and not like going to coll also... :( Unfortunely, there weren't any of jacket mention in 17 mag that mich bought.. so me and mich went back looking sulky as we long to buy it ... haihzzz... but instead, mich end up buying MNG top which cost RM 39 but regret afterward due to shortage of money to genting trip tomorrow.. Afterwards, we went our separate ways where she goes to coll to take her last paper of her finals which is eng... ( she still can go shopping, terrible) & me went back home hoping to take beauty sleep.. lol.. so tomorrow i can looked refresh for d. trip.. Genting was quite fun as we took d. cable car up... we meet up wif kaye, ling and mich to terminal and wait for her friends to retch... we play sollero shot and crockscew wif all the excitement as those 2 were the famous ride in genting .. i was so scare while i sat on sollero saying oMg Omg as they started to move the machine... Heart beating and bobbing faster, i clutch to d. handle bar tight as possible thinking i will drop or fall off my sit... i took a glance on my side looking at the guys looking all so thrilled and full of enthusiaciasme talking i notice they were looking at me grinning looking at my pathetic face... haihzzz... looking so embarass... i slowly push my courage and telling myself to be more brave and before i knew it...i finish it with my throt tearing apart due to screaming.... i guess i stop here and continue later with more event and happening day of spending more cash... Lol... i love my life this second and every min of this... haha

right advice at the right moment

2005-07-22T02:16:00.000-07:00

Maybe mich is right, i shouldn't be picky and reserve as there are many good guys out there... i mean we can't judge a book by its cover...rite... although first impression is important but what is more crucial is the heart and personal that shine for a long term relationship.... i should just be more realistic that i cannot find the guy of my dream which have board shoulder,tall but not lanky,charming looks and irresitable smile. But how can i find it on earth as the possibility is 0.1% ..funny how things turning into. that why i am still available.. LOL... maybe i should think twice and consider some that reasonably ok but still suit my taste.. I should just listen to mich saying that its just admiring how beautiful he is and not realsing that he is ugly deep down inside..i mean i am not pretty so i just have to find someone my average according to mich la...So this advice really come in handy and was right at the correct moment ....

LOSt

2005-07-14T21:56:00.000-07:00

dunno since when i start feeling lost and lonely without anybody noticing.. devastated of the new life and environment i have started and to leave my own space was a true horror and frightness.. so thinking i can make new friends with the tip of my finger.. i was sooo wrong!!! it is already the second term in college and i barely talk or laugh as i use to.. maybe its the incident of a good frens scare me of committing to a new group of friends who is truly great and was well likably by ppl in my college and my tutorial group.. maybe i cut myself apart from them so as not to be hurt or betray by friends who thinks you as not loyal enough for her.. i mean.. is it me or her being unloyal or is she just being pain in the ass.. i dunno what to think and what to do ... but life must still go on.. but i know being hurt makes you stronger and braver and gives you a taste of real reality... I know i must go on... put down the burden and the past behind and start anew as you never will know that someday i will be cured and look as it as a lesson... i will and must be more friendly and chattable and face the challege ahead...

so new in blogger.

2005-05-31T21:32:00.000-07:00

i am so new in blogger thing but then discover it from friends. so i took some time exploring the blogger during free time. So to everyone reading this. pls do add me in.